... I know your silence means never. But, what if it's lost behind the words we could never find? The words that even I didn't dare to say.
I have been struggling with my feeling in the last few days. Or, rather, myself. I have been so vulnerable lately. As if I can be crunched and crushed to pieces anytime. I can see myself as an angry, selfish brat.
The thing is: I wasn't who I am now. I changed but I want to revert back.
Back to the time when alone was not one of my vocabularies. Back to the time when there was you in every breath I took. Back to the time when I was grateful for everything I was and I had. Back to my positive, cheerful, friendly attitude. Back. Back. Back. ...Poof.
There are countless waybacks, and I consider you as one of them. The other ways are either uncertain, dangerous, or difficult. Here I am half begging you to bring me back to the castle. I don't need that prince charming with shining armor. I need you.
Words are something that fail me when I am with you. So, correct me if I am wrong or if you don't get my message. What about now? What?
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